- Thu May 11, 2017 8:59:01 pm
#3921
I learned that it's okay to speak up sometimes. I'm such a quiet and reserved person, but I'm very defensive. I think the moment I got called out for being quiet and being labeled inactive is when I went into that defensive stance. I think if I spoke up more in general, that label would have never been put on me. I learned that I could be pretty loud and a big personality when I needed to be, even though that's probably what ended up sending me home, I'm not sad.
If I played again, I'd be aware of how intense this is and how time consuming. I went into this totally blind, and I so wasn't aware of how much this took. I think I'd put more into the social and physical aspects. My strategical mindset is great, but I couldn't fully utilize it.
I think I did okay. I think come merge I started to come alive more, and I think the moment the Trish vote happened is when I really surprised myself at how deceptive I could be. The downside is, I was too open to stabbing people in the back and people really caught onto how much of a threat I was, even though I was so quiet.
I'm not sure, I'd have to think about it, but I definitely can't say no.
Overall, This was an amazing experience, The firecracker has been put out for now unfortunately!
