- Thu May 11, 2017 10:25:04 pm
#4219
Jeff Probst wrote: ↑Thu May 11, 2017 10:10:13 pm
You were incredible <3 All-star for sure.
What did you learn about yourself? How did you like the game? What did you learn about Survivor? What do you regret if anything? How would you play differently? Would you do another season?
Wow, called an All-star by the Jeff Probst. Means a lot, thanks so much!
I think coming into this game, I thought I'd be the evil villain mastermind pulling the strings, but I quickly realized I wasn't the only one here to play. There were 22 others just as raring to go as I am.
I'm normally a very shy and awkward kid in real life, but I think I learned that with a bit of confidence, I can be just as charming and charismatic as the rest of the bunch. I mean Andrea was literally in tears when I got voted out.
This was honestly one of the most fun experiences of my life. It really put me to the test mentally and showed me kind of how playing actual Survivor would be like. Such a crazy and fun experience, so glad I applied
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I think reality really hit me that in Survivor, everyone is here to play. I'm not the only one with my eyes on the prize. Also, you have to make sure the people you trust can ACTUALLY be trusted, I learned that the hard way after the first vote.
I regret not trying to make more game-changing moves. I originally thought of pushing for Andrea, but decided against it because I thought she took the target off of my back. Obviously I was target number one, and if I had know that, I would have definitely pushed harder for Andrea to go.
I think this time I put too big of a target on my back being so loud and open about everything. I would talk to anyone, even Tai who hated me (I think). Next time I play, I'd be a little less trusting of people and keep my walls up a tad bit more. But I'm happy with how I played, for my first ORG I couldn't have done better.
I would do another season in a heartbeat. You called me an All-star, maybe for one of those? (hint hint). But in all seriousness, yes, no questions asked I'd come back.
Honestly Jeff, before this game I was in a rut. I didn't have many friends and I didn't go out often, so I had a lot of free time on my hands. I became a more angry person and was spiraling towards some dark things. But this game filled the void, and I made so many great friends along the way, that now I don't feel so in a rut anymore. Thank you so much for letting me play this game, it's helped me a lot <3
