- Mon May 15, 2017 10:32:14 pm
#4878
Nick wrote: ↑Mon May 15, 2017 10:30:46 pm
Andrea wrote: ↑Mon May 15, 2017 10:28:48 pm
hey so i actually want to talk to you guys about something that weirdly i only told LJ?? but i just mentioned it in my final words and it made me want to talk about it, idk. i have this disease called ankylosing spondylitis (you may google it lol) that basically means the vertebrae in my back are slowly fusing into one big bone instead of lots of little bones. because of it, i have some physical limitations and i have to take chemo and do injections that kill my immune system. soooo my big dream of being on the show someday is probably not going to happen (even though i'm totally applying anyway) so this is probably the closest i'm ever going to come. and it was amazing because of you guys. so thank you so so so sos sosososososo much for giving me the closest thing to what i want more than anything in the damn world.
wow, that's rough. Chemo and injections, eck, too many needles for me. I'm glad we were able to give you a good time, I think everyone feels mutually! Don't worry, when I go on, I'll dedicate it to you ;)
YES omg that would be fabulous. "this is for my friend andrea, whose name isn't really andrea. also she's my mom, but not really."
NAME THE TRIME AFTER ME. NAME IT AFTER MY FIRST NAME BACKWARDS you get the joke
the needles aren't bad. they're hidden in auto-injector things like an epipen so I don't actually have to look at them. and honestly i waaaay prefer shots every two weeks to taking pills everyday. it's just less...."i'm doing this every single day for the rest of my life."